closure

After 2 months of crazy late nights to rush for impossible submissions, I’ve procrastinated a lot, lazed a lot and basically regretted a lot of things I did during those 2 stressful months. As I look back I think I was really not disciplined but at that point in time I couldn’t bring myself to strive for the best. I did try, but I know it wasn’t my best and that’s why I regret it now. But these 2 months have definately helped to get my momentum back to staying up late and running around like a mad person printing boards and gluing lose parts on my model. I had almost forgotten what it was like to do a yearly major project lol. I’m glad I listened to some of my coursemates presenting towards the end of the presentation today. It’s like a huge big reality slap in my face to better wake up and not continue floating around like I’ll never graduate. Let’s just say I hope I stop making the same stupid mistakes I have been making for the past 15 years of school life. FYP is like my last chance to score for my portfolio.

Winnie..when will u freaggin stop dreaming and procrastinating and start taking life seriously?

I’m scared that I’m 20. Feels like time is running out. Not happy about it one bit, really not happy about it at all.

at the brink

I think I am going to get kicked out if I can’t pass this stupid module again. Oh god, please help me. I have average grades and I’m about to graduate soon. Why can’t I choose what I wanna argue about. If I’m not passionate about it, how am I to find the motivation to fight for what I believe in. Stupid module. Stubborn lecturer. Lazy, but absolutely clueless student.

warcraft server

IS DOWN NOW FOR SCHEDULED MAINTENANCE FROM U.S. 3AM-11AM. !!!

And all the realms are unavailable.

That’s why I’m here blogging at this time when I could be busy questing with my elf rogue. I went to surf some webpages to kill boredom when I got home and found out that viwawa and isktech no longer appeal to me anymore. So, I’m going to start on my re-drafting of my P3 work. Mumu said, “The server should be down forever for you.” HAHA, yeah I think so too……

but only until end of next week at most!

 

P.S. I think I might get kicked out of interior architecture and DESIGN, because I cannot argue and do a stupid argumentative module, no relations to DESIGN.
A little conversation we had with me seated right at the back of the class and her right in front.. 
Lecturer: Winnie, are you passionate about your course? Are you even passionate at all about interior design? Me: Yeah..?! (Softly but firmly)
Lecturer: Are you sure? Or are you just answering me because I’m asking you in front of everyone? [whaa are you trying to test my patience?]
Me: Yes Bina I’m most certain about it.
Lecturer: Then why is it so difficult for you to do this design issue??
Me: Honestly, I really do not know what you want from me for this module…..
Lecturer: I want everything you have been learning about from your course! What have you been learning??
Me: (almost replied this) Seriously what I’ve learnt from interior architecture had nothing related to arguing for this stupid module which is going to cost me my place in this course if I flunk it 1 more time. [so damn pissed]